Para mi novio

I don't understand why my hands are cold...........
what am I trying to prove......that I can keep the house as cold.....as it is when your not here....
.....that my feet and hands don't care.......
....I think not......I think it's a simple desire........
......unstated even to myself...........to acknowledge.....
.....that now you're not here.........it's always cold.....
....and the heater.......can not.........possibly............make a difference.