Remember

Try to remember all the marks on my heart
You left that day and tore me apart.
I can tell things are wrong
God yes I feel it too.
The only one I wanted
to ever be with was you.
I reached out to you
And find I am alone
Though you said you love me
it was never shown

How things are.

We can't talk,
you don't want to,
We can't look at each other,
now that we are through

You turn around,
I see you walk away,
I shake my head,
And go the other way.

We can't talk,
You won't listen to me,
We can't look at each other,
There's nothing to see.

I could have been your friend,
But I wasn't good enough,
So you walk away,
Dealing with it is tough.

This is how things are,
Now that we are through,
I can't forget but can forgive,
The first moves up to you.

What if?

What if I said I love you?
What would you say?
would it be "I love you too"?
or would you get scared and run away?

What if I said I need you?
what would you do?
would you hold me tight in your arms?
would you be there when I needed you?

What if i wanted to be your one and only?
what would you say to that?
would you think im just desperate and lonely?
would it be like that?

All I can do is hope for forever
So, what are you going to do?

Alone..... :(

Morning has passed
The day grew old
Evening has vanished
The night is cold.

A weakness grows
Inside of me
It's getting dark
And hard to see.

The morning seems
So far away
And yet ahead
Another day.

I toss and turn
In a quiet fight
Of never ending
Sleepless nights.

The way you make me feel

The way you make me feel
is a feeling I've never felt before
my heart melts with your warm touch
and gentle caress
I get weak in the knees
with your soft kissable lips
your soothing voice
breathe taking words saying "I love you"
you holding me tight in your arms
after making love
reasuring me that you love me
I do really love you and I'll do anything to keep you.....
mabe if I keep searching I'll find you.

I thought....

I thought he might have been it
he's gorgeous

he's sweet
he had me
but his past still lingers within
when he's sad Im sad with him
it hurts me that he hasn't moved on
so I lay here in my bed alone
where I will remain
sad
lonely
and numb
I tried, and I don't know why,
just to be played with again???

I want to be there to kiss you

I want to be there to kiss you
as you want to be kissed
when you need to be kissed
where I want to kiss you,
I really need to hug you
when I want to hug you
as you like to hug me
does this sound like a silly poem?
I will spend all winter
in carpet stores
gathering patches
so I can make a quilt
does this really sound like a silly poem??
I mean I want to keep you warm,
english isn't a good language
to express emotion through
mostly I imagine because people
try to speak english instead of
trying to speak through it
I don't know maybe it is a silly poem
but I don't care
because you make me happy
so this is your poem! :)

Para mi novio

I don't understand why my hands are cold...........
what am I trying to prove......that I can keep the house as cold.....as it is when your not here....
.....that my feet and hands don't care.......
....I think not......I think it's a simple desire........
......unstated even to myself...........to acknowledge.....
.....that now you're not here.........it's always cold.....
....and the heater.......can not.........possibly............make a difference.